She thinks of him

She misses him so much it hurts She is trying to get through her day Smiling with her head high enough That they won't ask her what's wrong So she acts like she is ok You see being away from him is torture The shortest about of time feels so long It's like everything she does Apart of him Is with her As she jumps into her car There goes their song It brought her back for a second As she approach's her house on the left She sheds some tears As she remembers The date and time they both met The day comes to a end She thought of him a million times She been through the worst Dealt with real issues The truth and also the lying She asks herself a question As she sits at the edge of her queen size bed His aroma all over her sheets Her appetite waiting to be fed Is he sad being away for so long When he is with me Is he at peace Will luv have him coming back Or will lust keep him company in the streets?

Luv continues...

I tried not to let it go, Even the strongest man can lose balance and trip, Sometimes when your blinded by the affection of another person, Deception flys bye and vague words go unnoticed, From your lovers lips, You watch it happen like a movie, Holding on to your seats , Fuck it, let the action begin, I seen apart of us drown, At one point I thought we could swim, I tried to get closer, and closer, Trying to relive our beginning again, As our hopes twirled like a tornado, You could just imagine the violent winds, With nowhere to hide, My intuition said it was the end, How can we be together in the same vicinity , Then at the same time it felt like, You were in another room, You swept me out of sight, I was the dirt, You was the broom, Or vice versa, We comitted a mental suicide, When our depression started to hit, That's why everything I did annoyed you, We should have been threw in the white towel, We were ready to quit, We get upset when we feel used, When loved ones lose respect, They care less and less , Things become a habit, Unaware of the words we manifest, From day to night, from night to day, How can you change before my eyes, How can I pretend like everything is ok, Your love at one point , Blinded me like the glare from the suns rays, I would visualize so many colors, Why was our color grey, As I reflect now, Quiet in my space, Flickering images of us, And what we did, Fade in, and fade out, To the point now, Its Like it never happen , A love lost, I accept that our journeys will take us on different paths I'm not proud I made you cry Im happy at times I made you laugh What's beautiful I can always start a new chapter again Maybe not jump into any relationships right away Just back to being comfortable in my own skin The cycle continues, Some of us learn While some of us carry the drama From their ex to the next Give yourself time to heal Stop looking down raise your head high and live Only then we can give another person what they truly need Break it down yourself Love iz...................

Moving

The feeling is getting more intense Sitting still Moving fast A love that has spoken Trapping words Looking through the glass Seeing if it is half full Or empty Is there nothing left I speak to myself To reassure that current situations Never define or forever damage my state of mind Falling never meant I reached my demise It just means that this life Always brings a surprise The dark shadows that linger I break through Destined to rise Out the corners Like a pack of wolves ready to bit From being trapped By other peoples failures Who never made it in life Since they are bitter To them nothing you do is right Beaten souls Waiting for the moment you slip Insecure so they control Never the words that drip like slim off their flithy lips

As I stand here in thought



I make sure every minute and hour



I strive to stay on my feet



We sometimes forget what brought us here



As I looked down



I noticed I resembled the flower growing out the concrete



I been stepped on without a care



Not even noticed



Felt like a child lost in a park



I was under the utmost stress



I fueled my energy



It was the darkness



That ignited my spark



It took me feeling down in out



For me to shake it off



So I practiced mediation and deep breaths



Sometimes the problems you face



don't matter at all



So everyday I'm thankful I'm blessed



I will always keep moving forward



A wise man taught me one day



Sculpt your thoughts and how you feel



You are the artist



What will your image display!!

It's a new day,
Now as time passes by,
Not talking to you eases the pain,
What is it worth,
If I can only go up your skirt,
Squeeze your buns,lick your lips,
If you just disappear, sprinting with my heart,
Like we didn't even exist,
I know life is not fair,
Why am I here expressing myself,
When your out grooving out there,
You don't even care,
So just when I put my guard down,
I ask myself could this work,
First I felt the pleasure,
I was hooked,
It's crazy going from a high to a low,
Watching my hypnotic beauty leave,
couldn't even clap
Now she leaves the show,
Next time I will put my glasses on,
Then my down low hat,
Just not to be seen and get clapped,
With words and beauty,
The ammo over there stacked,
Thing iz,
I won't be here whenever you decide
To get back,
I lost my breath after the first 8 laps,
I thought I was going to cross the finish line that day,
Can only run in circles for so long,
She vanished in May.....

Sometimes when you're feeling important
Sometimes when your ego's
in bloom,
Sometime when you take it
for granted
You're the best qualified in
in the room
Sometimes when you feel that
your going
Would leave an unfillable
hole,
Just follow this simple instruction
And see how it humbles your soul.

Take a bucket and fill it with water
Put your hand in it, up to the wrist
Pull it out and the hole that's remaining
Is a measure of how you will be missed.

The moral in this quaint
example
Is to do the best you can
Be proud of yourself, but
remember,
There's no indispensable
man.

Times have changed...

As some move along traveling through life
They take for granted,
Their days and there nights
Some look towards the sky
And love someone they never did see
Then hate everyday people
Like you, her, and me
The girls of today
Are growing 2 fast
Must be the water
As I look towards the past
Don't remember so many young women
With grown boobs, and ass
You have these news people
Who gossip like kids
I'ts like asking for money
from the homeless
They have nothing to give
Built like no other
Last of a dying breed
Also born a king
Changing colors like Fall leaves
To rise back up in Spring

Be or Born

The longer I live, the more I realize the impact of attitude on life. Attitude, to me, is more important than facts. It is more important than the past, the education, the money, than circumstances, than failure, than successes, than what other people think or say or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness or skill. It will make or break a company... a church... a home. The remarkable thing is we have a choice everyday regarding the attitude we will embrace for that day. We cannot change our past... we cannot change the fact that people will act in a certain way. We cannot change the inevitable. The only thing we can do is play on the one string we have, and that is our attitude. I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% of how I react to it. And so it is with you... we are in charge of our Attitudes.”

Charles R. Swindoll quotes (American Writer and Clergyman, b.1934)

bloo

bloo
Originally uploaded by Deep Bloo Cee

As deep as it get's

Wake up!

I'm sorry your upset
It sucks that even though you appear to have brains
When we talk
Your still the same
So I write......
Your just a little late
That was over a month ago
When I called you
You were still acting fake
So now I'm going to keep writing some more....
It never fails,You never change
You are in the dark
You act like your not afraid
I know you are
Even at your age
You keep searching for that spotlight
To be on center stage
You keep reading that's it's about you
When will you just turn the page
Just like a insecure kid
If it helps your ego tell them I'm bashing you alright
Denial is funny
Even with Phresh clothes
Your essence is petty
Which makes you look scrubby
Even with big words
You sound like a dummy
You are what you always will be
I write about real things
You are worst then reality T.V
Yes i know
You made me who I am lol
Or maybe I'm upset because my father left me waiting on the stairs
Or that I sold you back the machines
Do you think i really care?
You should know things are not always what they seem
Your invited to wake up
Snap out that silly dream
Keep patting yourself on the back
You delusional little man
Mr bachelor degree
Something your skool can't teach
Klas iz not 4 free
Now if your emotions don't take over you
Send my documents to Eakman Dr
Man up nigga
It's OK if your hurt
Now use that equipment
Go press me some shirts

I'M A BIRD WHO JUST TOOK FLIGHT

I'M A BIRD WHO JUST TOOK FLIGHT
Originally uploaded by Deep Bloo Cee

I FEEL LIKE A BIRD WHO JUST TOOK FLIGHT

WITH HOPES AND DREAMS

TO MAKE THINGS RIGHT

MUST CHERISH EVERYTHING I SEE

CLOUDY A TIMES

I DIP AND DIVE

TOWARDS THE RAYS

BETWEEN EVERY BIT OF PAIN

THERE'S A MESSAGE TO BE DISPLAYED

HIGH EXPECTATIONS

A VISION I MUST KEEP IN MIND

PLANS GET PUSHED BACK

BURIED DEEP

A LITTLE OFF TRACK

THE CHALLENGE FORCES ME TO

TO GET OFF MY BACK

SPREAD MY WINGS AND FLY.........

NOW I CEE MY ROOTS ARE BURIED IN ME

SO I GET RIGHT BACK ON MY FEET

THINKING HOW HIGH.........

I WAS ONCE IN THE SKY'S

ONLY TO FALL DOWN

OH HOW I MUST TRY HARDER

WHICH WAY AND HOW?

MY DESTINATION IS PAST THE EARTH

ATMOSPHERE

INTO A GALAXY

UNKNOWN WHERE FREE SOULS

FLY ALL NIGHT AND ROME

HERE I CAN GET A BETTER LOOK

EVERYTHING YOU CAN'T TAKE ON FACE VALUE

LIKE READING A BOOK FOR THE FIRST TIME

OR EVERY PERSON YOU MEET


SO I TRAVEL IN AND OUT THE LINES



ON A MISSION THROUGH FALL AND WINTER

CAUSE SPRING AND SUMMER IS A BREEZE

STAYING COOL IN THE HEAT

I STAY FLYING HIGH WITH EASE.

I FEEL LIKE A BIRD WHO JUST TOOK FLIGHT!

Ignorance is bliss to some

I'm fueled with a full tank
As I watch you choking on fumes
I shake my head and laugh
As your lack of intelligence starts to consume
Every bit of power
As you try to relate
You also try to make a point
That must make yourself feel gr8
Oh man
Watch as he leaves to commute
See wickedness will follow
On whatever the route
Your trapped in a place
Where nobody will find
I hope you free the prisoner
Of your body and mind....
If you ever need me
You know where I'll be
In constant motivation
As I stay sucker free!!!

Keep on trucking kid.....

I wouldn't be lying if I said
When I was younger
I use to love and treat everybody
with respect
I followed the rules of the game
I use to hang out with this white girl
Until her father said
He didn't want her hanging with niggers
Things kinda changed
I wouldn't be lying if I said
After that I walked around with a chip on my shoulder
This is that type of anger
Kids carry like heavy book bags when they get older
I wouldn't be lying if I said
Sometimes I don't know what to do
With so many tasks at hand
Makes it hard to follow through
I wouldn't be lying if i said
You reap what you sow
I found a purse
took the doe
I spent it on massages and a few harlot's
Next year lost all my Id's
Plus the money in my wallet
I would be lying if I said
I didn't cee your missed call on my phone
You think I was in a cloud of haze
I don't think Monica is the only one
That said, IT'S JUST ONE OF THOSE DAYS"
I wouldn't be lying when I say
32 degrees below zero when your frozen
Or if one door closes
The Other one opens!!!!

Salsa all night....

Salsa all night....
Originally uploaded by Deep Bloo Cee

Born, infinite, jesus, cee

Born, infinite, jesus, cee
Originally uploaded by Deep Bloo Cee

Lost love

She lies next to me on her back,
Spitting facts far from anything I could believe,
She is a thief in the night,
Filling up her bag with hearts,
That are searching for love and full of life,
Is it right?
She preys on the weak,
Always with her hand out,
Ask her for help,
Then she turns the other cheek,
How did I ever meet,
Such a heartless soul/freak
She had to be sweet
I'm handing in my resignation,
No more late night calls,
When you would call me to come threw,
All of a sudden you started building up walls,
No more penetration
You just left me wondering,
You gave me no answers,
left me there tumbling with my words
No matter how many times I asked why,
I know you heard,
You just turned around and left,
Tears bungee jumping from my eyes,
With a unstable rope
The high was quick
Like a drug feen chasing a high
That was not dope
So how was I able to prepare for my landing?
That's the day my love died,
Then we lost complete understanding.......

caught in the web

 

Powerful without a doubt

MY PURPOSE IZ TO STAY SHARPER
THEN THE POINT
EQUIVALENT TO 2 BUILDING'S STANDING TALL
AND EVEN IF YOU PLANT EXPLOSIVES
I WILL NEVER FALL
RATHER GROW
AND KEEP GOOD THOUGHTS ON MY MIND
AND PLEASE KEEP THEM CLOSE
LIKE VINES THAT INTERTWINE
WE HAVE PEOPLE WHO'S IN POWER
THEIR FACES I NEVER CEE
THE ILLUSION IS WE ARE FINE
BUT LIVING IN CAPTIVITY
LET'S ALL SIT AND LAUGH
AS WE ALL GO ON OUR DAY
WALKING TOWARDS ARE GOALS
BUT GET PULLED BACK
RIGHT AWAY
I GOT CIRCLES ON MY BODY
FROM BEING SUCKED INTO THE HOLE
THEY TRY AND TRY AGAIN
TO MAKE ME LOSE MY SELF CONTROL
I WILL SUCCEED
I WILL PREVAIL
AND EVEN IF I LOSE
TO ME I NEVER FAILED!

No More War ! (Ben Heine)

No More War ! (Ben Heine)
Originally uploaded by Ben Heine

We don't need, no more trouble! Bob Marley

You can't clap with one hand."

Carlos Latuff (Ben Heine ©)
Originally uploaded by Ben Heine