YOU LEFT SO FAST SO QUICK:
I MYSELF CAN'T GRASP THE SITUATION:
KNOWING THAT YOUR GONE:
I'M BOUNDED IN CONTEMPLATION:
YOU MUST OF THOUGHT KNOW ONE EVEN CARED:
IF I KNEW YOU WERE LEAVING:
I WOULD HAVE CHERISHED THE TIMES WE SHARED:
LOOKING AT TODAY DON'T KNOW WHAT EXPECT FOR TOMORROW:
WHO EVER CAN HEAR ME:
MY HEART HAS A HOLE IN IT AND I'M DROWNING IN SORROW:
YOU GOT ME STUCK WONDERING COULD I HAVE HELPED:
ONLY IF I WAS THERE TO STOP THE TRIGGER:
TO SAVE YOU FROM YOURSELF:
YOU WAS CRYING OUT FOR HELP IN SUBLIMINAL MESSAGES:
BUT I WAS CAUGHT UP
TO BUSY WITH MY FETISHES:
IT WAS LIKE A ENEMY IN DISGUISE:
SO HARD TO DETECT:
FRIENDS FOR SO LONG :
FEELS LIKE WE NEVER EVEN MET:
A GIRL THAT WAS IN NEED:
WEEPED LONELY IN DESPAIR:
WANTED TO TELL YOU HOW I FELT:
TURN AROUND YOU WASN'T THERE:
NOW I'M FORCED TO CHANGE:
PREPARED TO GO THROUGH THE HELL:
TO LOSE THE LOST OF FRIEND:
IS SO HARD TO TELL:
JUST ANOTHER TRAJIC ENDING:
SHE FELT NO LOVE AND ONLY PAIN:
NO MARKS ON MY BODY:
BUT THIS INCIDENT WOUNDED MY BRAIN:
REST IN PEACE RUTHIE
FOREVER IN MY HEART!
