PHISHING FOR LUV

STUCK IN A MOMENT IN TIME
TALKING TO MYSELF
MY THOUGHTS SAY
ARE YOU GOING TO CATCH THIS BAIT?
I'M TRYING TO REEL YOU IN
THROWING WHAT EVER I HAVE
TO GET YOUR ATTENTION
ALL I CAN DO IS WAIT
JUST SITTING HERE
ABOUT RIGHT WHEN I THINK
YOUR ON THE HOOK
YOU DISAPPEAR OUT OF SIGHT
NOW ALL I CAN DO IS LOOK
I DON'T KNOW IF THE EXCITEMENT
COMES FROM ME WHEN I STRUGGLE
TO GET YOU, OR WHEN I ACTUALLY HAVE YOU IN MY HANDS
SO MUCH OF ME INVESTED IN YOU
YOUR NOT EVEN MINE
SO MANY OTHER FISH IN THE SEA
GLUED TO YOU UNTIL I CAN FIND
THE SLIGHTEST HINT OF CURIOUSITY
OH WAIT.....
I HAVE YOU NOW
ONLY TO BE DISAPPOINTED
FOR WHAT I THOUGHT
WOULD SETTLE MY APPETITE
QUICKLY TURNED
TO A STOMACH ACHE
WHAT A SHAME
RELEASE YOU BACK IN THE WATERS
AS I STAY PHISHING IN THE RAIN

WAKE UP WAKE UP!

I WONDER SOMETIMES HOW PEOPLE
CAN BE SO IGNORANT
WHY SO MUCH HATE?
A SOUR TASTE ON THEIR FACE
LIKE THEY BEEN SUCKING LEMONS
ALL DAY
SO WHEN IS IT TO LATE
BEFORE BEING IGNORANT
PAYS A TOLL ON YOU?
DO YOU BEGIN TO REALIZE WHEN
YOUR OLD
ALREADY SET IN YOUR WAYS
AND THE DAMAGE HAS BEEN DONE
YOU ALREADY HAD YOUR LAST DAYS
OR DO YOU WAKE UP
BEFORE THE WEIGHT CRUSHES YOU DEEP
AND YOUR ANGER
PLUNGES YOU FAR AND BEYOND
A DISTANCE LAND
WHERE NOBODY IS THEIR
TO HEAR COMPLAINTS
OR THERE TO UNDERSTAND?
JUST YOU AND IGNORANCE
I HOPE YOU GUYS ARE HAPPY TOGETHER
YOU PUSH EVERYONE AWAY
THEY GET TIRED OF THEM VIBES
THAT YOU WALK WITH AND DISPLAY
DRAINING EACH ROOM
LIKE A BLOOD SUCKING LEACH
JUST GO ABOUT YOUR BUSINESS
THERE WILL BE NO SALES OVER THERE
JUST A FULL RACK
THEY JUST WALK BY
NOBODY CARES
AS THE HATE EAT'S YOU UP
LIKE ANIMALS OF A DEAD CARCASS
IGNORANCE........
I HOPE ONE DAY IT STRIKES YOU THAT
YOU MAKE AND LIVE EVERYDAY LIKE
IT YOUR LAST
AND GIVE OFF ENOUGH GOOD ENERGY
CAUSE IGNORANCE
IZ ALWAYS WAITING TO GRAB
IT'S EASY TO GO DOWN
ALOT MORE WORK TO GO UP!!!!

MY BITCH

IF YOU WAS TO DIE TODAY

I WOULD TELL YOUR LEGACY TO THE WORLD

A TRUE MEANING OF A FRIEND

THE REALIST OF ANY GIRL

DON'T TAKE MUCH TO PLEASE YOU

ALL YOU ASK IZ ONE WISH

THAT I GIVE IT TO YOU DAILY

YOU KNOW THAT BIG BROWN STICK

A EXTRAVAGANT GIFT

SENT FROM ABOVE

YOU REPRESENT KINDNESS

SO MUCH UNCONDITIONAL LOVE

I REMEMBER WHEN I WOULD LEAVE YOU

TO GO ROAM AND EXPLORE

I THOUGHT YOU BE MAD

I COME BACK TO YOU WANTING

MORE

YOU BEEN WITH ME

THROUGH UP'S AND DOWNS

WHEN NOBODY WAS THERE

SAY YOUR NAME

YOU COME AROUND

EVEN IF I DON'T HAVE MONEY FOR FOOD

YOUR ATTITUDE DON'T CHANGE

NEVER FLIPED YOUR MOOD

YOUR SO INTUNE WITH YOURSELF

PICTURE THINGS CLEAR

NEVER LET EVIL AROUND

YOU ALWAYS SMELL FEAR

IF YOU WERE TO DIE TODAY

I WOULD TELL YOUR LEGACY TO THE WORLD

A TRUE MEANING OF A FRIEND

THE REALIST OF ANY GIRL

ALONE WITH MY THOUGHTS
EACH NEGATIVE ONE
GET'S TRAPPED IN MY MIND
LIKE A BUG ON FLY PAPER
I TRY TO BRUSH IT OFF
LIKE DANDRUFF
ON SOMEONE'S HEAD
THEY KEEP COMING BACK
LIKE PEOPLE FROM RESIDENT EVIL
WHO ARE ALREADY DEAD
YOU WRAP ME UP
LIKE A COCOON
LITTLE BY LITTLE
SLOWLY DEVELOPING
INTO YOUR VISION OF BEAUTY
LINGERING LIKE A BAD STENCH OF BREATH
YOU ARE MY REGRETS
MY I CAN'T DO IT
WHY DID THIS HAPPEN TO ME
YOUR ARE THE REASON
SO MANY TIMES I FAIL
I CAN NO LONGER
FOLLOW YOUR FOOTSTEPS THAT ONLY LEAD
INTO A HOLE OF EMPTY PROMISES
DOWN DEAD END STREETS
I'M LEAVING YOU
FOR POSITIVITY!

I WILL NEVER FORGET

YOU LEFT SO FAST SO QUICK:

I MYSELF CAN'T GRASP THE SITUATION:

KNOWING THAT YOUR GONE:

I'M BOUNDED IN CONTEMPLATION:

YOU MUST OF THOUGHT KNOW ONE EVEN CARED:

IF I KNEW YOU WERE LEAVING:

I WOULD HAVE CHERISHED THE TIMES WE SHARED:

LOOKING AT TODAY DON'T KNOW WHAT EXPECT FOR TOMORROW:

WHO EVER CAN HEAR ME:

MY HEART HAS A HOLE IN IT AND I'M DROWNING IN SORROW:

YOU GOT ME STUCK WONDERING COULD I HAVE HELPED:

ONLY IF I WAS THERE TO STOP THE TRIGGER:

TO SAVE YOU FROM YOURSELF:

YOU WAS CRYING OUT FOR HELP IN SUBLIMINAL MESSAGES:

BUT I WAS CAUGHT UP

TO BUSY WITH MY FETISHES:

IT WAS LIKE A ENEMY IN DISGUISE:

SO HARD TO DETECT:

FRIENDS FOR SO LONG :

FEELS LIKE WE NEVER EVEN MET:

A GIRL THAT WAS IN NEED:

WEEPED LONELY IN DESPAIR:

WANTED TO TELL YOU HOW I FELT:

TURN AROUND YOU WASN'T THERE:

NOW I'M FORCED TO CHANGE:

PREPARED TO GO THROUGH THE HELL:

TO LOSE THE LOST OF FRIEND:

IS SO HARD TO TELL:

JUST ANOTHER TRAJIC ENDING:

SHE FELT NO LOVE AND ONLY PAIN:

NO MARKS ON MY BODY:

BUT THIS INCIDENT WOUNDED MY BRAIN:

REST IN PEACE RUTHIE

FOREVER IN MY HEART!

POWERFUL WITHOUT A DOUBT!

MY PURPOSE IZ TO STAY SHARPER
THEN THE POINT
EQUIVILANT TO 2 BUILDING'S STANDING TALL
AND EVEN IF YOU PLANT EXPLOSIVES
I WILL NEVER FALL
RATHER GROW
AND KEEP GOOD THOUGHTS ON MY MIND
AND PLEASE KEEP THEM CLOSE
LIKE VINES THAT INTERTWIN
WE HAVE PEOPLE WHO'S IN POWER
THEIR FACES I NEVER CEE
THE ILLUSION IS WE ARE FINE
BUT LIVING IN CAPTIVITY
LET'S ALL SIT AND LAUGH
AS WE ALL GO ON OUR DAY
WALKING TOWARDS ARE GOALS
BUT GET PULLED BACK
RIGHT AWAY
I GOT CIRCLES ON MY BODY
FROM BEING SUCKED INTO THE HOLE
THEY TRY AND TRY AGAIN
TO MAKE ME LOSE MY SELF CONTROL
I WILL SUCCEED
I WILL PREVAIL
AND EVEN IF I LOSE
TO ME I NEVER FAILED!

LUV IZ PHISHEE

LOVE IS PHISHEE,
LOVE CAN’T BE TAMED,
LOVE CAN BLOOM LIKE FLOWERS,
OR DROWN YOU IN IT’S RAIN,
LOVE COMES WITH OPEN ARMS,
AND CRADLE’S YOU IN IT’S CLUTCH,
LOVE CAN LEAVE YOU VERY SAD,
HOME ALONE JUST FEELING STUCK,
LOVE CAN MAKE YOU WALK,
EXTRA MILES A DAY,
LOVE CAN MAKE YOU FEEL LOST,
UNABLE TO FIND YOUR WAY,
LOVE CAN BE A GOOD BOOK,
YOU CAN’T JUST PUT IT DOWN,
LOVE CAN BE THAT SHADOW IN THE DISTANCE
ON IT’S WAY TO ANOTHER TOWN,
LUV IZ LUV,
HOWEVER IT TURN’S OUT TO BE
LUV IS BEAUTIFUL